[ Yuri hadn't told anyone as much, not even Byleth who knew he carried his mother's ring around, but this is one piece of himself he'd refused to trade away. When Dimitri's lips meet his, he's relieved he hadn't.
It's more an impression than a distinct thought as he furtively returns that kiss and lets his hand drop to Dimitri's shoulder, holding onto him just as gently. ]
[ It's a good kiss, Dimitri thinks. It's what he wants from this and he sinks into it a little, turning more towards Yuri to let their bodies press a little closer. It stays chaste - but there's desire and affection behind it, the strength carefully controlled as Dimitri always is (or tries to be). His hand grips at Yuri's shoulder and urges him a little closer. ]
[ The restraint is something Yuri recognizes, something of a constant each time Dimitri has touched or carried him in the past. He finds it familiar as they explore new territory, something that tethers him as he shifts closer and sinks further into their kiss.
If possible, he wants to be gentle with Dimitri too, in his own way. ]
[ There's a moment of hesitation and then Dimitri wraps an arm around Yuri and pulls him close so they're pressed against one another. His larger body bends down a little to let the kiss deepen.
[ Yuri stills, if only for a moment. For once, he doesn't really know what he's doing, but Dimitri clearly does — so he'll rely on that. His hand finds its way to the back of Dimitri's neck, wordlessly communicating that his pause wasn't a sign that he wants to stop.
He'll follow Dimitri's lead with a soft exhale, fingers threading in the ends of his hair. ]
[ The encouragement is really all he needs. There's a pause and then he squeezes around Yuri's middle, his hand sliding against the small of his back in a slow rubbing motion as he tilts his head one way, slowly trying to deepen the kiss a little bit more. ]
Yuri...
[ It's a low, affectionate murmur, full of warmth in a brief break between them. ]
[ It's more of a kiss than Yuri expected, more affection and warmth than he'd know to anticipate. Pressed close like this, he can feel Dimitri's heartbeat just as well as his own. His name ghosts over his lips when Dimitri breathes it, and he can't help holding on just a little tighter. ]
Dimitri.
[ He answers in kind, voice hushed in that small space between them, dark lashes veiling his eyes when he looks up at him. ]
[ The kiss finally breaks and he's left looking down at Yuri across that short little space, face hovering close. He wants to kiss him again, he thinks, but he's also unsure how quickly or how much it's alright to want. To push for. ]
[ The assessment pulls a soft, breathless little laugh from Yuri. He feels so light that he might just drift away, were Dimitri not holding him so closely. ]
It was...
[ One day, he might tell Dimitri that was his first go at it. For now, though, his fingers loose somewhat, unsure whether he may have held on too tightly when he'd been caught up in the moment. ]
And here you doubted your leadership.
[ Followed by the quirk of a smile on his lips. Teasing. ]
[ The way Dimitri is already speaking in terms of somehow asking too much of him has Yuri convinced it's impossible for him to do so. He's nothing at all like people in his past who didn't ask and demanded instead.
Now he does draw back, just enough to meet Dimitri's gaze and hold it. ]
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Then... thank you, once again. I suppose this little midnight visit has turned into something a bit different, hasn't it?
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[ But the smile on his lips suggests that's anything but a bad thing. ]
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Would it be too forward of me to ask for a kiss?
[ Dimitri, please. ]
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Of course not, but... don't hold it against me if I'm not that good at it.
[ Given his storied and sordid reputation, that's an awfully odd thing to say. ]
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[ He laughs, low and soft and then carefully leans in. The kiss is a little hesitant, but soft and gentle and he allows it to linger. ]
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It's more an impression than a distinct thought as he furtively returns that kiss and lets his hand drop to Dimitri's shoulder, holding onto him just as gently. ]
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If possible, he wants to be gentle with Dimitri too, in his own way. ]
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He's not coming up anytime soon. ]
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He'll follow Dimitri's lead with a soft exhale, fingers threading in the ends of his hair. ]
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Yuri...
[ It's a low, affectionate murmur, full of warmth in a brief break between them. ]
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Dimitri.
[ He answers in kind, voice hushed in that small space between them, dark lashes veiling his eyes when he looks up at him. ]
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That was... stunning.
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It was...
[ One day, he might tell Dimitri that was his first go at it. For now, though, his fingers loose somewhat, unsure whether he may have held on too tightly when he'd been caught up in the moment. ]
And here you doubted your leadership.
[ Followed by the quirk of a smile on his lips. Teasing. ]
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[ Dimitri laughs again. ]
If anything I was going by feel... But I'm glad it meets with your approval. I'd be happy to demonstrate again anytime you wish.
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Anytime, hm?
[ It's a temptation to joke about how he might get greedy with an open-ended offer like that, but he thinks better of it. Instead— ]
I'd also like to know when you want to.
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[ Dimitri let's out a low hum and then lowers his head to nose against Yuri's temple. ]
Although I fear I might want to indulge too often.
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Too much? You?
[ He huffs out an amused breath that doesn't quite manage to pass for a scoff. ]
I'm finding that hard to imagine.
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[ Dimitri laughs - but he knows enough to likewise laugh at himself. ]
I can ask after things I enjoy, you know.
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[ The way Dimitri is already speaking in terms of somehow asking too much of him has Yuri convinced it's impossible for him to do so. He's nothing at all like people in his past who didn't ask and demanded instead.
Now he does draw back, just enough to meet Dimitri's gaze and hold it. ]
But now you've got me curious.
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[ Dimitri says with complete sincerity. ]
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[ He confirms, not quite sure where Dimitri's going with this. ]
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[ Got 'em. ]
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Being told that so plainly still leaves his cheeks a touch pinker than usual. ]
I think I take your point.
[ Dimitri might be cautious, but he'll ask if he really wants to. Something like that? ]
Just... I don't think you have to worry, is all I meant.
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[ He laughs quietly. ]
But... I will ask if I feel the need. I promise.
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